| Photo Credit: Victoria Said It |
| Photo Credit: Victoria Said It |
Well damn Meek hopefully this didn't leave a bad taste in your mouth about the STL!
| Photo Credit: Victoria Said It |
| Photo Credit: Victoria Said It |
| Ray Lewis and Victoria |
Sometimes the universe has it's way of speaking to you. It's been a humbling experience down this road. I'm not sure if this is as far as its taking me but I know after my jobless experience, it's been a stressful ride and I only cried like 3 times, which 2 of those were out of anger. The 1 time I think I just needed to relieve some pressure...
By all means, I'm able to be happy. My spirit is happy. I've lost some people along the way and that's cool. I wish them much peace and maybe in due time when I allow them back in my life, they'll be ready for me... Then again in this humbling experience I can just worry about today. Things I can't change, I won't fight. I'll just let it happen.
You can't change anything, it's easier to know that. Know you're going to do what the universe has in store for you, it's easier to grow like that. In the upmost respect of yourself and the universe, live as free as you can. The universe doesn't have a given time line and we can't hold on to tomorrow, better to live like that.
"I'm turnin' into a nigga that thinks about money and women, like 24/7. That's where my life took me. That's just how shit happened to go"
-Drake (Know yourself)
Baby momma. Mom. Mother. Mommy. These are all titles I wear well. Being a Mommy and dating can be difficult. You have the kind of men out here that can either handle it or they are too weak. You know the man I'm talking about, the one that thinks you want him to be your child's father. The one that assumes it's going to be BD/BM (BABY DADDY/BABY MOMMA) drama.
It never fails, true my daughter is my life. I really only trust a handle full of males around her, which none of them I've ever dated. I love that girl and never regret her. She made me the woman people love to know. Thank her when you see us out because I wouldn't have completed half of what I have without her.
Being a mom isn't bad, she is my responsibility, and I have a strong support system. If the man I'm dating can't handle that, then I guess it will always be the two of us. If the man that I'm dating thinks he's too accomplished to be with a "baby momma", then I guess it will always be the two of us and OUR accomplishments . If the guy I'm dating isn't able to comprehend that I make sacrifices for me and my daughter's wellbeing, then I guess its just the two of us. If the guy I'm dating can't accept the responsibility of just being a responsible male role model; not a dad, not step daddy, not a boyfriend, but responsible male... Then I'm happy with it being just me and my Princess... until she finds a man that will respect her... It's just the two of us. I'm a mom. I'm not looking for someone to sponsor us. I'm literally looking for a man that can be in our life without thinking he's better than me if he doesn't have kids or a man that if he has a kid or few, that he takes care of those kids.